AT HIS HOME NEAR MY HOME

Also shown that person chooses to leave quickly as appear, heard his daughter was hospitalized in school should work to replace the others, I have to talk but no more attachment. The feeling is very smooth.

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 AT HIS HOME NEAR MY HOME
In a heterogeneous architectural ensemble of the mountain gateway has many types of home, from the roof to three times corny Rooster sister as my time, the tube, square houses cottages sprang up closely from leg slope until hills. Or as flashy villa garden house next to the house like
I was not missing. Try to make a comparison between the panache that party with me, what a terrible contrast between a party representing the period's old and one side represents modern luxury of time long. Panoramic it is seen as a painting class distinctions and whether there is a national culture lover matter I would have to admit one thing that the old should be conserved to preserve only other crown wallpaper worth of luxuries.

At home with a dog ferocious pitbull. Aggressive Animals that are fed like a king master presumptuousness its exactly that. Every morning all cocky guy driving a yellow W Choe proud to surf on the dirt roads of the village. Having said that, in terms of bombast, the Pitbull and master it quite similar. Every morning the beetle W glide with the hiss like demonstration also known loudly barking dog bite all day that I do not have time anymore plaintive contemplation.

"Why do we have to endure such an abnormal man mom?"

I almost went crazy, bu ear hair ruffled front yard looking up at the roof to the roof of my house, and from left to right where I sleep window overlooking the back garden every morning quiet distracted by the sound of play a person a dog. Sometimes the dog a bath foam flew over a period of modest garden that get straight into bed I lie. Damn! I want to make her dog fur and both neighbors he did not know how to behave at the other place.

"I was familiar with her father with this already, so though it feels a bit annoying also through the complete story, neighbor," My mother hummed, the type of course that you have peace of ancient ages.

"If you guys do not behave politely what we need to fast. New this morning has staged a bath for dogs, is not deliberately ignored the tranquility of others at the pool, it is not soap regard man why? "

I grumbled for a while and then decided to still wearing pajamas to go fast uphill, on the road to meet her little neighbor shopping on smiling at me not from jokes.

"Shen new House has to take away gym like this?" - It was said jokingly, I have been wearing their head warm Where full clothes bear this cat wriggling around the village if not for sleep disturbances.

"No! I'm looking for a pitbull" I confirm that and then just go straight up the hill so. The girls looked at each other not understand my new eating breakfast out what explosives.

House pitbull on a gently sloping, paved road roadside bees are two rows cau fragrant flowers that are in season, every step I felt so through serene, as if being immersed in the autumn wind blowing hay , around suddenly been sweet scented flowers. House next to my neighbor but headline entrances located on the slopes. Every single one is the right place to stop abuse. Then I saw the gate, to say that is an elegant enjoyment when the arch full of fragrant roses bloom, the money should be granted the freedom struggle, on private property by the house This accounts for almost half of the hill but not play.

I pressed the doorbell and waited but I was not welcome anyone that is dog teeth bared and big, I wonder why they can make friends with a hunting dog and fiercely aggressive so even casually give it freedom of movement in the housing.

"Failure distress" I waved at the dog nearly jumped up because people noticed a shadow hanging out the door. Its sharp claws rubbing against metal door hissing sounds really want to cry rin ran.

"Do not talk like that to the dog, it was her understanding that it is discriminatory," A voice suddenly sounded, the daily voice earnestly call the dog is "man, this other beautiful people" standing right rear, delicate physique but healthy, slightly tousled hair and eyes are like my enemy is judged through the mullion plate.

"I do not stigmatize, I just want it understood that I am not a lamb". Dog eyes I think that it is reminiscent of me like that should not be afraid to say for all it knows, I risk-sensitive capital. One moment I saw him laugh and say something that makes dogs run into the dog aggressive capital before now listen closely all go into obedient silence, it seems it has been pretty well tamed.

"She is to have nothing?" The voice that annoyed him.

"My house is right down there" - I pointed at his house

"I know" - He said it was the body that I could not even surprised me but the guys know I determine whether the primary is still supposed to speak to the issue so that exhausted his angry attacks.

"I'm new here and rest for a few days should not quiet but it looks like he and the dog seems to talk softly not that much, so will affect the neighbors. On top of the window seats I lay watching the suffering from the car wash and shower curtain for his dog agitation artificial rain like that. So ... "he narrowed his eyes and I try to be honest as possible but courteously left My good faith is another dog appears as the foot soldiers home audio listening with the face unsympathetic.

"So ... and then?" he cavalier complacency.

I looked at the dog shaking a while, lately accidents caused by dogs Pitbull pretty high percentage, I do not want to be one of those cases, we have many ways to die, but still glorious honor also the true death by hounds bite right is just hold the newspaper headline: "The young girl H died from purebred hounds neighbors inquired," do not be kidding.

"Do not let him look at me like barbecue ribs like that anymore," said I ran fast downhill, while I heard the sound behind him hissed at the dog owner "Come Jodie". Ouch! Then an Arab bitch, but she also knew that jealousy body.

Every afternoon I sat on the porch watching the afternoon faded away, the array of sunshine every corner of this yard to yard and then another and then disappeared quickly. I am afraid the peace and quiet afternoons like that, like all the senses are loose and fall to the sensitive area, it gives you time to remember the bad things, and then suddenly you realize we're gradually inherent seems lost. Then ... there is something stirring the quiet this afternoon, it's interesting fellow screaming neighbors to romp, afternoon light bathed dog car wash, life associated with the Water Festival bare of life floating life of others. At least, the fun of the guy and the guy who pretty aesthetic shrines often affectionately called, also do sunset to sunset my sad pass quickly in noisy but peaceful is not something to dull interrupt.

"Jodie! Having seen the other girl sitting porch not like grilled lamb chops?"

Spanish guy neighbor from above expectations down like josh, he giggled and the dog bared his teeth and snarled as appreciative language, vicious jealousy in its big mouth. I looked up a bit annoyed, disgusted with the heart not from the inferiority of sitting home and yourself when you want to scream and neck lift to expect as being graced.

"You're infected for that kind of frightening the thought I was flank steak, after it missed time zipping through here tearing me?"

"Jodie not frightening like that. It just defend when someone wants to bully me"

"In my eyes he is a sinner dog career like this?" - My voice spiteful, intentionally causing him discomfort.

"She discontent what?" Realize a guy wonder.

"I do not know what I disaffected it? It's because I hate being made noise every time the morning, and this view he and the dog gurgles as the morning market and the window of my room with a bathroom where the dog is not the way far nothing "- I almost angry tone.

"Oh! Sorry! If artificial rain ruin her beautiful dreams every morning, but she reassured go it is not of Jodie bath foam which is just watering the garden alone, she should close the window whenever away rather sleep "- His voice calmly neighbors pretend that everything is because I myself that out.

"I like open windows when sleeping, it did not affect anyone" - defiantly my voice.

"Gen. her sleep very bad look ..."

He calmly finished speaking at a dog shakes a head out of sight behind the trees form dense bubbling, leave me a voice that choked off not. Swallowing my anger went away sprinklers to water the garden, watering is not done the vandalism, thought better of it sitting bored basting down the porch. I came here to rest so that the whole thing is not where the brain is filled with disturbing indescribable.

***

Earlier dreary winter landscape, some trees eagle in the corner shop across the street toad shedding inert spike, only sprinkling of reddish few leaves clinging office. Looking at it I think of my period also trying to pursue something illusory, like leaves sicken but superficial bladder inside bigotry still persists not bear to let go, just wait a east wind New bear whispering away. But after the long winter the buds on the stem where the leaves were green leaves as my emotional side after a long way to fall into a new quagmire, because there are things almost rid of but ultimately found still trying to find out myself greedy attachment to retain the inconsequential thought that things could not affect her anymore. Turns out the story of five years ago may be making a stir by an old silhouette back. The man returned, no longer like before I can happily run to grab the hand, can now only remotely nodded with reluctant, this comeback that eventually I discovered he Nor is the powerful who used to think, well maybe once default by myself like so you can consider themselves as people who can win all melancholy. The answer is that I'm at home after an emergency appendectomy surgery week and trying to escape him, fled but his condition did not expect to automatically rebalance as well as looking for a reason to no longer velvet small.

After rain the night sky so that it cools very fast, I walk through a few quiet streets then looking up the hill. I remember my childhood once and flood you go picking wild jackfruit on the vacant land not belonging to anyone but brought back home, how many years have passed, the road will not bother to go anymore but become poetic to surprise Of course. My shoes spattered with mud and wet leaves rain looked vitality. no incline so long my legs tired before I can cross this upgrades without difficulty even now ... maybe I was too familiar with the flat roads to forget there is a place to his perseverance training.

"Grilled chops, do not say she should remember Jodie arrived here there?" famous neighbor guy chuckled very characteristic, often people will laugh out loud while he is hiding laughter as a release from the nose sibilant sound, makes tone becomes lighter.

"Who allowed you call me that?" I glared up and anxious look into the dog. It's not as if stewed summer incite someone again but glare at me alert and growling in his throat every time a bigger one.

"Jodie, she is my girlfriend" - Cowardly the gentle dog immediately, and I was trying to put his attention waiting for him to explain what was happening fears - "very sensitive Jodie Just know she has a close relationship with her I will close it. "

"Unfortunately I do not have that thought in mind," I replied immediately when aligned to hear him explain that sea sun has nothing to do with the fact ongoing.

"Do not know about it she would love it."

"I have no sympathy with animals" depressed me to look away.

"Jodie fragrant her a go" dog suddenly heard this change of attitude as I approached I panicked.

"No thanks," I sank down first hand covering a very natural reflex when experiencing something lunged dangers that can not resist.

The dog licked its mouth nhoet wet in my arms, rubbing my head early as possible between me and it has a very close intimacy, it also made me more terrified.

"There is no Jodie scary as you think."

"Wait until it bites of something and not subject to release new severance he assured me as a child that" I blame.

"It's not trained to do hound".

"Probably because they are cleaned regularly so I assumed it was trained to wash cars."

He laughed, as if my words so that he became excited.

"She can walk with us?"

"For it is not."

"I say not scary Jodie Where".

"Just being with you."

Eventually we walk together, the conversation between the antithetical also begin more open, when I know the guys name is Sunshine neighbor, a name that looks just like the original guy for others see past his appearance. initially saw the guy was pretty sequentially with gentle gait, beautiful face but not in line with the personality traits-looking, bright eyes and mouth work language, the overall look was the quiet guy with image Photo intimate between humans and animals, an arrangement as born for each other so.

The next day's conversation with lower overhead occurs as a conversation takes little I ever participated in, the dog will always bring criminal face with half closed eyes and banh characterized mouth wide to listen. It no longer seemed to hate me again but did not necessarily love. Like a fastidious housekeeper beside it all with dignity judging. Meanwhile, my mother and father looked at each other and they are also ignored, they often pretend not bother whether I communicate with anyone but an actually inside also can not help wondering. Well known personalities my erratic rain, sun and quietly expect me to develop a certain relationship to marriage then, less was a daughter living free with no long journey date intentionally.

I and Sun have a different outlook on life, he actually left me a little fly. He is a veterinarian and I was an art teacher, but can be implied that talk about interesting topics with the unimaginable. and the story of each of our sunset on the topic simply how life the old house and the old routines associated in the minds of people here, but I inherited it descended. Sun once asked me what made me so stubborn remnants horizontal, sometimes the guys started swearing like a tramp. While my son came home Confucian traditions have leftovers cosmetic procedure is a girl, an art teacher. I'm not laughing, I was silent face an actually pretend to think I do not know how to answer. Previously each day listening to my father why I lamented not a man to be declared due, not from my heart sad. There was a time I wish I could be the man to family life is calm, to not hear the smashing grumpy, I started to learn how to live like that and my personality is formed from the reviews think his prickly self created.

***

Sang December sun can still warm sunny days, I suddenly had the thought does not want to return to his old life kept calm but quiet enjoyment of life of this peaceful countryside seemed not too bad. Sometimes it can hold some painting brush or a walk along Sunshine on the slopes every evening, when he finished at the veterinary hospital in their own city.

"These days not seen her for barking dogs snarled," Where is my father went to see me deliberate on the swing in the yard, do not disregard the noisy dog ​​next door as crashing out early so terribly questions .

"I was able to get acquainted with the dog."

"She has never loved where animals, from small animal neglect".

Yes I who never sympathized with any animal in a herd animal despite the white hair like Persian cats are so beautiful that everyone is excited to see them hugging my own, then calmly as no. Sometimes we deliberately rubbed her on my foot I kicked mercilessly, each time expressing surprise that my dad was the one who called me cold blood. Now see I'm not really friends with Jodie but also no stigma anymore so my father did not believe her daughter what made such changes.

"The old guy that has a discerning, personality is like dogs at all."

"I do not know that there is another home, too old man?" I jumped up from her seat not too surprising that natural discovers cat hair stuck to a few clothes.

"I wonder if she was his daughter in law, what will happen?".

"He said what? The why is his daughter is?" I still painstakingly picking cat hair.

"Not that she is close with his son was nothing?"

A couple of times I walk with morning sunshine and also sometimes chatted in the yard so that my dad thinks I have a crush distant him.

"He and I have opposite ideological. He neo flawless figure still under liberalism, I started thinking what would be our base to go further." My father looked puzzled for a few seconds before the start nagging chorus.

"Leave that thought, she thought something was thrown sarcophagi right away, the daughter of this family before school does not need wide, only she is pampered to go to high school full of ideas introduced eccentric nowhere it's time to create your own family like his new found life meaningful "

My father never mentioned marriage to me, but the whole subliminal bring things like family or something, or something heirs must follow the rules of the family, put the interests of the family out to talk, I know he will marry me wait like all the other girls I just do not know what has inspired excellence percent or not. Especially when I fall in love of a man can not bring me a part of marriage, had taken part in me the belief that I can know what is love, the things accordingly .vay Crap that could give me hope is affordable. I used to tell his students that what you're seeing is very ugly things but what you are imagining is very nice. it shows people we're idealizing everything. while those who make art as we are sometimes eccentric star creates works of art the ruins could bring more emotion than everything flawless.

My stay through very fast, new collaborative school're calling me to finish last subject for students. It was in the winter like this last year I was having coffee with them all night to prepare for graduate employment work, until the summer we completed the job. long time, but the very idea that new short that I went through a fiery summer and resumed the same age old drunk next to the sculpture.

Think long will the new back uphill so I headed straight up the hill, rock shoes on soft grassy dew beautiful night it goes down a little but did not want, it just so beautiful, it made me miss not far from where This more. I wear the cotton jacket and shaggy Pitbull put on the windowsill of a ceramic piece I worked with students when hiking, it has the shape of a bone, I somehow always put it in bags and think it suits Jodie. I thought I would have the date gnawing loneliness of his despair at this place so that in some ways I find it looks that made her thanks to new friends, this place used to have the hour minute my fun, a nice memories during my life and mood to play with. During the ride back to the city, I watch the dreary winter outside doorway dreamlike until when detecting a yellow w runs parallel to the bus I was sitting and laughing Jodie like with light dim eyes looked at me through the rear seat. I waved goodbye to the car still runs until the end of the new provincial road turn the other way.

I went to school the day the two sessions, hair and clothes spattered land diving, has met him regularly to mix the mixed feelings very uncomfortable, sometimes I'd run to grab his hand and then see its just like a young child in his innocence requires the back cover is never allowed so he did not. I still go through my dear loving eyes of a respected teacher, and my only emotion this should not exist just went too far and I feel like I was a bad person to the extreme. Sun said the thorny because of my indifferent looks like a bounded confining other people thought of them always in the position wanted to find out what I'm thinking, that actually looks somewhat complex My magazine was a cover to disguise a character is extremely simple. And only I had suffered injuries while concealing themselves always seem confusing emotions with such should only make yourself miserable over only. So I started to think in the direction of self unfurl like a second bounded just me change my attitude, then it is automatically bounded away. So I calmly walked past him, eyes amorphous pale smile and start thinking about something else sweet peace. Hearts have sobbed and also at times softened just made me get used to this boring thing and a positive thought flashed will make you do things that seemed impossible.

A Sunshine Day stand before my door, because I have to work late, sleep late. Knock at the door but ten minutes later withdrew from the warm blankets that come out, as well as the persistence of new pusher that I resent so much.

"What?" I asked the voice filled with anger if gas is the cashier, then certainly this is the middle of the month. My eyes still closed despite who is in front.

"As bad as the day she" gently Sunshine accent made my senses slowly awaken.

"How do you know my house?"

"What is it that they have difficulty Sunshine calmly went inside without need my invitation ... look she seems to work that night?"

"Yeah!" I answer curt then into the kitchen and grabbed a box of food in the refrigerator to the microwave and started cooking. Though this world has collapsed I still have to eat that is immutable principles of Tram Vu Ha My.

"There was beef vegetable stew my meticulous, he eat, OK?"

"I saw her vo rice?"

"Yes, I think he will eat" my voice calm and sure with what he uttered to the point that Sun is somewhat surprising.

"This time was nine o'clock, lady, I'm sure I do not want breakfast twice" - this is a common form of satire of the Sun, the man was always very principle.

"No rice rest for dinner I do not lose that fear going anywhere," I rarely interested him how his sarcasm. So I still cook a meal either.

"She erratic eating like this?" Sun surprised, I understand him questions generally that is a lazy form base who have little time for myself as I am.

"I know how to take care of myself I do not need to worry, anyway, I have to live like this for seven years now. From the twenties I had a very generous thought it was doing what I like , that what to eat is not free? "

"Freedom and where meals are related to each other, so eat any carpet looks she have ..." after the sentence was evasive Sunshine guess I'd say I have taste. I looked at him the real thing was miffed but stay aware of what he says completely accurate.

"I mean ... I crane downy" Sunshine smiled, the smile hides flattery.

I nearly bit more spraying water out of his mouth because of false praise but poetic tangle of sunshine that, should die as I like to hear such words.

We sat opposite each other eating through tiny table for individuals, Sunshine watched me eat is himself occasionally took a sip of tea. Storytelling study in Japan has come to enjoy tea after all, it does no good tea with tea of ​​their country. Technique their tea too fussy raised to become a religion not as simple as a few thousand affordable tea cup under the original nacre, original pavement me bad original, simple but always effective higher its importance in the selection of the simple life oriented. On this point we do the same.

Originally days we spent in visiting some historical places on a classic cup cars but soothing sound machine, run around the city in the cold shivering man. Visit the park eating hot sausages and went about like two guys useless. But the meeting did not have anything special to make my day more meaningful, just as darkness to me completely different person, contemplation that I have to resort to sedatives. I wonder how long forgot about sip a blank white pill nothing special but convincing so formidable.

***

Finish the final day with a group of students last year it was a cold day so no skin cut cut meat. We conduct farewell. The course usually takes place when I was responsible for the student group during a long working process. I do not require them gifts but a breakfast meeting to eat is never denied, perhaps because of my playful nature even when young. It would not be too difficult for me if he does not appear as a companion with them during two semesters. Apart from a few other colleagues I half the fun quickly turned into annoyance to me personally.

Throughout the years, I had to flee from emotion to love someone so passionate but also like a sedative pill you will awake when the drug wears off. Around the fire blaze he looked at me, eyes full of despair, there are barriers can not be crossed, for a person to be responsible with his family inside. I could feel a heart in relief at the thought smoothly but now look at those eyes my heart laden thoughts. In fact love a man should not love is an inner contradiction is terribly possessive half half expect them to be happy even myself are ignored, just want to escape just want to meet as if two people coexist in one body. That was a bad one good ego in each person what GILBER Elizabeth wrote in his narrative when visiting the region to try to seek the truth and get rid of depression seem to appear in Me , but rather go somewhere I locked myself accept a peaceful place and think long enough to draw conclusions on their own and then I decided to really forget him. But how transient can not think of, not from five years to realize sour memories just overslept himself back up, now it has awakened and know. And apparently it has a formidable power.

When youths sparks fierce trench together to increase three, to a bar to hear him sing for several well-placed his hands on the keyboard improvisation and started singing. Man charm confident that conquered everyone with their excellent looks and I decided to leave. Tears rolled down my cheeks, how that looks strong has knocked only a Tram Vu Ha weak helpless with his own feelings. I am a private message to Tran Anh Duong "Sunshine if you are good to carry me about it? I'm going increase in bar three cups no steps xx too well anymore." Messages sent me back a little regret, this time it was too late and Sunshine Sure ever slept. The wind is still whistling episodes and songs still echo in our ears in every note guitar sound release slowly.

"Tram House, we exchanged a few words is not?" - Coherent deep voice sounded behind me, the five years I have not heard him call my name so eager to have a big vibration.

"Ah yes" - accent I pretended cold.

"After so many years when I met wanted to talk to me, has to ask why are you so skinny ragged but I did not do, but one thing that made me happy since I was a she was my student, I do not think the latter also do my colleagues, thought they would fly away as they are inherently a liberal wing that. Yet ... "- why I chose a different career with his people, seems careless of me and the rebellion has given way to a surprisingly quiet.

"I always find a reason to leave school but ended up with what we call fate, I know sometimes birds have also tired, and it must find a safe refuge evasion it is no longer enough ". The wind suddenly light gradually replaced by regular breathing of the person next to me. Of course the reason that I mention is he. He left school to go as soon as I graduated, was unable to overcome the challenges that choose avenues forward chose engaged to the woman of power can give you everything. Even denial of affection was for me, see it as a wind flying through incompetence hinder his ideals in life. I know the small and little love ourselves impossible interrupted relationship with his close people were engaged. But the love of my youth was then capital bigotry, hope and hope sometimes it is very illusory. I so hope that things stay in school, in thought in mind that I need a place to be able to see him.

It was a really stupid thoughts, so that I would stick with the temporary place was a long time before that, had loved the work that I'm sick time. I laugh at myself, in the irony has made you stick to things not learned, even though the original intention was bravado.

"I want to congratulate you."

"Thank you teacher!" My heart is like water that naturally fall to that could see the bottom, but cool all alone. It turned out that I could calmly say what I've wanted to say, which contains all the blame and all the brushed away without a trace because of what was once there. At least I would disguise myself than exposing the bitterness they are suffering, which only makes you pity me.

"Tram House, I ... never ..." - the students rushed out and makes the word "forget you" from which transient very slight. We are caught up in the flow of people are tipsy, inherently on how they could have been pulled in again. I quietly decided not to think about the words they have heard, buried it decided to not run until the end of the bar into the arms of the person in the temptation exists to this day one. I know he was not happy, so he and his wife separated recently returned but I did not want to fall into deadlock once again.

"Sorry!" - Door opened and softened laughter graceful silhouette in a sport coat and feather coat and heavy breathing of a man doing my head really serene. I was suddenly threatened Tran Anh Duong daze are here.

"The young people I would like to welcome you to this and earlier" - so he wedged crowd grabbed my hand a vessel towed out into the parking lot. The yellow beetle parked boldly in the cold makes my eyes sting.

"I thought he was not coming?"

Smiling I said, pretending he was drunk really, really easy to drink a little wine can be drunk.

"Who said I was your sycophantic good? Which daughter like she was drunk at the pub did nothing good."

I nodded my assent would normally argue that women go pub nothing was not good at all, as well as entertainment only, but this right is not real good. I reflexively embrace Tran Anh Duong gratitude has freed me from this situation he started rubbing me comfort as Jodie so rubbing his head.

"On the right, she looks like a lost soul, about to try home say what caused her to become so?"

"I was drunk."

"Is this who believe?"

On vehicles with more sunshine warm tea essence that makes me queasy.

"He had a beautiful car," I applauded for avoiding the access of people sitting next question, "In fact, I find it slightly feminine opposed spotted and his height," I sincerely.

"It is not my car, which is the sister, she lived abroad leave in fear down my house should be getting out of use."

"It is in use thanks."

"Yes the footrest uncomfortable" Sunshine She turned the big body in his high chair and looked small we laughed happily.

German car smoothly glide smoothly over my eyes suddenly deserted street late at night to sleep, but a heavy can not blindly be.

"Now tell me what happened to her now?"

"Huh?" I pretended not to understand.

"Do not act silly like that, you know what I want to ask that?" not escape the observant of Sunshine I started wanting narrative confide in her heart, as if it is becoming too heavy.

"Do you believe in fate?"

"Not."

"Why?"

"The fact that I did not believe it or do not need to be mentioned." Ocean impatient I smiled. Must start what I hid in my heart, I want to tell Sun listen because he impatiently want to hear just think that's all I began to reminisce.

"When I meet a person that first eye and his smile made me feel there is someone I will stick for life, I like a different person, my rebellion dissipate Instead all I start to change myself for them. But the belief and blind love that never prevail against fate. He could never love me. In other words, he had fiancée was engaged for several years and must take responsibility for her life. Although I know that and learn to accept all but I was too young to know how to accept should have started he choose, thought love could win the world but he is choosing to leave me. Now after many years I thought that I could calmly acknowledge that different people so that before ... My face that person to do so was "calm voice and I realized I did not cry.

"So she ran away?"

"Yes, a significant escape."

"To try to see how meaningful?"

"I met him and Jodie, and just a phone call was a car to pick up."

Having someone to talk to makes the silhouette of blurring them well too, how many years I lived very closed, ostensibly has a lot of students or friends over to my apartment is complete without Who can chat with me or go and visit these places is almost impossible to bland bland rather like Tran Anh Duong and he still makes me laugh every time I'm irritated.

"That's okay," Sunshine laughed if anyone told him that his smile was really shines is not right, as the name that smile like the sun in splendor between an overcast winter day.

"She never could choose where I was born like selecting the sex and the birth of her. I also look the same so we are a normal human being like ten thousand people More on this earth have no choice of their own. She can choose her favorite job but can not choose to love or stop loving someone is as easy as purchasing an item or leaving a furniture has expired, it said time heals all pain, in fact it is not something so magical, it did not cause her to forget the way she wanted it just might make her getting used to the pain and then she will be faced with the suffering that a stronger only. So time is not a drug that is important to accept and let go of her problems. " Sunshine told me but also about himself that, one child out of wedlock as he has many hidden sorrows.

"Problem?"

"Talking to someone about what she goes through, and try to look at everything positive direction suffering. In fact when she accepted her drop will be received a little more interesting things like me and Jodie did limit "- Sunshine laughed and continued," Do not hold back what caused her pain, do not lock yourself in the world created by themselves anymore. "

"I did not know from theory to practice is a process or what?"

"What she needs something impacts."

"What could have an impact on me this time anyway?" I smiled lightly, not laughed that laugh Sunshine yourself, almost my control pretty good life so no big deal might affect his so quickly that can change both the inner thoughts in minutes moment.

"The first time I met her, I felt like the first time she met this man. But unlike her, who does not dare to fight and grab someone you love me, in contrast, may do everything possible to change the fate. Whether I have been considered the fill the void in her heart's okay, she just agree I volunteered to give her influence. "

Sunshine once I looked a long time, it seems very difficult to figure out these words of him and feeling in my heart that something is true, his expression eyes and look not evasive of Sunshine makes my heart there is a big town so much that I forgot to breathe.

"What did you say that?"

"I liked her from before she appeared at my door that morning, a patient emergency appendicitis surgery in the night, drunk as beer and singing like did not know what pain is."

"He ... was surgeon for me?" I was surprised to be so hard to believe.

I remember when I was taken to hospital illusion everything like that, all reeling and every image as being upside. My mind was busy psychedelic coming very old things without knowing your emergency. I seem to have not slept all week and appendicitis pain struck at me and the students are conferred the beer and grilled squid, they have brought me to the hospital and even a place in the night but I do not who knows what.

To where I stay, Sunshine stop at truocchung settled quickly and chase me down, thought he retained inherent inscrutability any doubt until the last minute to say that due to undergo a mood to confess to return box and not be ashamed to continue to accompany me more fear of a heart attack, I peered through the door sunshine again see his face there's nothing unusual, remained disdainfully, then drove left as without mind, feeling that he should speak like me with this action had nothing reasonable at all.

Brightening days later I got up from bed in alarm clock hour fall under the bed, as if I rode it into the ground to sleep, the voice of the Sun just hear next. "I love you, I love you, I love you ..." he likes me, man! Even before we knew each other anyway and he's important to become a volunteer to fill the hole in my heart.

The next day I was in a state of distraction, occasionally I passed in front of it and there is not too much more miserable, my head was spinning so very casually confession of Sunshine night that face him up a permanent way, occasionally calling him, his name flashing screen phone I hastily threw her away like scared to be brought to the situation demanded. Importantly, I fear herself in a deck of new feelings, afraid to vulnerable and like last time his heart brings out testing.

One rainy afternoon when I was still asleep, I can bake three days with only a few pieces of bread, people increasingly shrinking that space tong winter clothing like sacks contains twice I still fit, Lighting Ocean to angry roaring, bringing food into the fridge and looked at me shaking his head, I ask why you have to get the key but was a sober answer "stole" as I almost choked. Moi has said several times that the key to place spare me then. He looked at me nhá bread seem rather sympathy.

"Cooking rice from today I will eat with you."

"Well ... well that what?" I hear that feels like you're playing it.

"So I buy the food they cook."

"Not so contributed rice cooked rice star general?"

"If so tomorrow I bring such things to be new."

"Come off just eating alone" Sunshine smiled, apparently everything is so calm that enters my heart.

I'm checking out the fridge was no more than with me, every time I discovered the work of lazy, it even had a few bottles of water. I brought out food place started to do, actually cook nor is forte, just when his life should have some cooking skills so as not to starve yourself. During the meal Sunshine Volunteers remove fish, one hand pick every bone in meat then picked out for me, I give up bite-not the rule, rarely been other people care little by little like this, he said barely swallow Aaron Green to have surgery this morning made me swallow hemorrhoids without drifting, he laughed, said it was a joke but still feel creepy.

Winter then passed, I gained three balanced meat look mood person look superior, sure to thank yourself have advanced cooking skills, Sunshine with his regular appearances at home I also public controversy, he told me to sit eating soup as a child anorexia soup so incredibly hard, I thought he was paranoid. After each surgery, he tired to me, lying on the couch and wait for lunch nap, then dragged me to a veterinary hospital visit Jodie. I watched him work and deliberately neglected animals biting bite flood pants, I was not able to get along with animals. But the image he avidly and caressing the animals made me feel incredibly warm. No doubt that I could be the man as brilliant as the sun does to the mind only after a look.

Also shown that person chooses to leave quickly as appear, heard his daughter was hospitalized in school should work to replace the others, I have to talk but no more attachment. The feeling is very smooth. Before leaving he had met me say a few farewell, in fact this relationship just that. Sun protection because now I have other catalysts in the heart and should be proud that his chest clapping, I smiled. Fade! A catalyst grip me like a cat all day demanding food, eating as he nodded also relentlessly called "Kids Dance Tram House was already married."