BEN PARKING

 BEN PARKING
It. A 22 year old girl. Innocent. Love poetry. Like the letters. Emotional. Usually cry. Stupid. Child. But did not want to grow.

It. Like stalkers. And the tail is always one "do not like". But, finally, it also found people like tail.

BEN PARKING

He is Fat. Fat often told it: "Fat girls like gentle, fragile as it is. Fat will feel sheltered for someone".

BEN PARKING

And it is believed Beo. Private wrong. News intact.

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Fat, 25. Fine job. Appearance visible. Little overweight. In fact, when used it, Fatty "lean". Must say was a bit thin. Not sure why, since love it, Fatty Fatty turned themselves only. And it's wasting away. Fat people eat the whole joke of it already. It not understand is how. Body which, at first it did not like fat up. But later, see a lot of meat, it hugs the like. What its fragile body fit entirely within the hands Beo. And it eliminates the concept of "do not like fat people a little bit!".

BEN PARKING

Fat little say. If not quiet. Fat normally not talk to anyone ever, if they do not start talking before. And it, too. Fat like it before. Just as people say like it. However, both processes, it was always the "active". It actively talk, think of enough things in the world to ask or teaser Beo. It's like a joke. Fat does not talk, just smile. But was drawn to the story of it aimlessly, without me know. Only the night, Fat messaging dare speak its mind, like walking along it, like hearing it laughing, it said. He smiled happily. It sends Béo a cute icon shown it does not remember Fatty, then grinned. And Fatty shame. It continued to giggle. So there, it goes on or teased Fat that. Body that, Fat said, Beo like.

It is with Fat predestined. It think. Fatty said that. Four years of college, he played with her closest friend. There was, as well as the first time you did it her home. It said obesity in meal with her family her. Actually at that time, only Beo notice it, it does not pay attention to obesity. Fat too little say. Other than all those guys in his meal, like it or do not want to know them, obesity is not just talking about it. Just do not ask the name as well. In the afternoon, it's a cruise. Eager much. The first time was sailing. It goes along with Fat chance. Fatty carrying it. Fatty said nothing. Seeing Fat said nothing, it also im stature. Not sure why, normally go with strangers, it is "not to bite-healing", that goes with obesity, it prohibits export too. By the sea, it swooped into the sea, rubbing, kissing and kissing breathe grin. Lovely sea really. Fist her best friend, it would come to run on the long sandy beach and daydreaming with waves, to go where the waves do not know. How much sorrow, melted. Extra fat is not down. Fat in the sand watching it. It has to know. Every innocent as its nature only. Much later, the boyfriend, the new Fat said, that day has the right to Béo Hanoi fold, but wanted to stay because it's Fat, want to see it alone, so he stayed, sea transport it with everyone. That day, 12 pm, Fat catching vehicle is not nearly bright new to Hanoi. But in exchange, Beo see it, is to look it launches with waves. Make it fat and pristine innocence too. Fat like girls wearing white dresses. And fat like it since. Fat on to protect it. This is the first secret. Sure it's fat.

BEN PARKING

Top Hanoi. It meets Beo. Coincidentally. Fatty sat beside it, in a tumbledown shop bureaucracy of a sister country that it used to. Fatty Fatty remember who asked him not. It tries caps. Then, smiling, "Yes sir." Actually, then, it is a dreamy thought it meet Beo always right, though very familiar. It was the bad habits that later forgetful, angry Fat throughout. But the shelf, it still forget it. For Fatty hate. Fat Quiz hate it too. Then Fatty told of sailing it again ?. He blurted, "Yes sir." And it remembers Beo already. What guy looks scholar, fair face carrying it all the way close to the sea 10km without saying anything. He wondered: "Why meet Beo here anyway?". Which racks, see also stars. It's just that it's a bit afraid, do not dare eat. Make Fatty understand, help yourself to map and gave fruit peeled off its hands. He picked fragrant put into the mouth. As with friends. There is nothing shy. Then ask yourself, "Does it have ungainly than not?". Think so, certainly, but still eat. Count it naturally so used to it. That evening, Fatty Fatty sure to carry it on, it did not take. Then Fatty times face it. Not too hard to have her obesity it is your best friend in common. Inb for its fat. It did not answer. But obesity is still inb. On a sad day, see Fat inbox, naturally it answered. As a child is unhappy in the extreme, it burst tells Fat hear what it is experiencing. Fatty appease it. An ironing it. Is there something that makes it feel Fatty understand it. And from there, the story is not the whole story, the emotional tangle of endless chaos prolonged conversation every night after another night of it with obesity. Chat with it familiar, natural Fatty say much muscle. Fatty told him a lot about obesity not tell anyone ever. It is interesting because of that. It's like keeping the "secret" Fatty households. Then after each chat or "phone porridge", it always fell asleep without realizing it. No answer call fat forever. The next day, Fatty laugh, no anger ever. Silently consider themselves fat each day like it. Fat hanging it hang out, watch movies. Beo put it wandered everywhere it wants. Just it like, the next will last Beo was led away by it. It said obesity like it. But do not dare say. It also love Beo. But just love it. It does not dare to love. It's fear. Fear of being hurt again. Fear again have to learn to forget. It does not allow her weak heart. But then, moments standing on windswept Long Bien Bridge, the softly draped Fatty time for it to collect the chilly weather, the contest at two just yelled louder see any child on Thang Long Bridge, the moment suddenly Béo nostalgically it while carrying it about that it wanted the same Beo go a certain way, just go away forever forever alone, do not want to. There is no end point, nor should have known where to start anymore. To forget someone and come with a new person, a new feeling, a new habit, it's not easy. Fat make it vibrate. But it was not ready.

The moment it is the time it used Fatty Bears parted for a few months. Everything was confused, too fragmented. As the mood of countless other teenage girls. It does not want to ask anyone. Fear begins. Fearing the end. Do not believe man. Cry. It's constant crying. It is self-created protective sheath itself. When Fat to, it can talk. But their hearts closed. Fat unlike any other man, every attempt to open it by heart is. Fat gentle, calm heating it. And make it feel comfortable. Arrive in itself, it is not clear, her heart, self open ever since, which shaped obesity. But it refused to accept.

Until the last day of its birthday, Beo put it seafarers. It surprises. Fatty Fatty sure remember once it sure likes to be celebrating their birthdays at sea. It does not remember saying that to Béo time. Just have fun. Comes happy. Beo put it away along the coast. Bright yellow moon that day. Rounded rims. Sea beautiful night. As a picture wearing. He blamed himself not as a painter, to record that moment. But hurry forget it, it was with Fat. Present. It shows the heart beat. And it is fear. It left her feeling scared silly again. But it could not resist the gentle and sweet warmth of obesity. Fat gently hugs him. Clenching. The first time he saw such strong Beo. It wants the area. But can not. Wristbands Fatty too tight. "Be still, do not run away anymore, let Fat Slim Sún a little, okay?". It did not move. And slowly, he felt his heart was limp. Earlier it leaned into free fatty breasts any time. Fatty whispered in his ear: "Do not be stubborn then, to care for Sún Fatty, Fatty nhé girlfriend". "Sún agree not answer I got you". "Eh, eh ...". "No Matt nothing, not speaking is accepted then. From now Sún is of Fatty, Fatty nhé must obey."

So you two are a couple. A true double. And perfect for everything. As a negative a positive. As clearing. As perfect. As the envy of everyone.

Smart fat. It's stupid. Gluttonous fat. It burdens heel. Too deep fat. It was too noisy. Fear fat books. It all day reading books, love the novel, from the language to the detective. Fear fat tears. He cried all day. Fatty afraid when it angry. Knowing this, it is momentum, more angry, .. Anyway, Fat still afternoon it, trade it, love it infinitely. Fatty never accept picked all that, until it big. Fatty told that. Sometimes it angry, Fat under shelters it four, five hours, sometimes standing rain, to bear down when it encountered new severance. Sometimes leadership lagged the motorcycle under it three, four kilometers because it refused to sit in the car, make everyone look, looking down car. There are many times longer wept for its stubbornness ...

Fatty Fatty sure it does not trade, not love Fat. Not so. It burst into tears. Crying as if someone yelled. Back fat hugs him: "Come on, prudent, why cry, where did he get angry Sún. Not angry. Not angry." "Fatty Sún sorry you next time not angry, not anymore for him Fatty." "Well, then, wipe the snot off his shirt and nayy Beo ..". It recently cowardly: "Shelves him".

That's it. Fatty was inside it like that. Love it like that. Fatty told it is "tail" Fat favorite. Beo go well for it. From festivals to weddings, to the type of company parties, to return home. Friends Beo face it everyone is familiar. Fatty said: "Then there's Fat bride, for supporting surprise". He grinned. Fatty mourn continuously. Fatty told to wait it finished, stable job, to mature a little more support to urban Fatty "we got married". It heard that inexorable. Sometimes alone, to get out and shoot two images chuckle. Fat will be landing, the most peaceful prop in her life ...

22 years old. Believe in a promise. Thus there is too naive ???

A recent months, it saw Fat interested it less. Fatty sure are busy at work, to be a house for it. That day, Beo go work on. News, from the workplace more about it and decide to Me Fat upright seat bus to slice Fatty Fatty do put it on too. On the bus, it will suddenly think Beo very, very happy. It also offers homemade cakes for fat it again. It does not call. Trying to surprise by waiting at the gate. And it could not convince myself believe, will not believe Fatty change if not accidentally see Beo accompany a certain sister from companies and just hug her romantic smiling. Why? Why? He tried to think of the colleagues only. But tears were threatening to regurgitate. It wants to run to the claw bite, punch for a battle so close Beo, then asked to make a quarrel. But it did not do so. Tears blurred it wet cheeks. It slumped. It crying like a child. Despite pedestrians look. Today it's home, on the bed with her eyes puffy and red waves. It was somehow Beo business trip but spend little time for it now. Yet it only believe wholeheartedly.

It's off the phone. Block facebook, cancel Zalo. These days, he dropped out of school, quit doing more. Fatty frantically looking for it. Finally, obesity seen it lying in the house, locked the door outside. It tries to do so. At first thought it Beo went. But Fatty know, it afraid of loneliness, fear of ghosts, fear of everything, it will not go anywhere alone. Laments fat people Roc go see it, listless, tired. Fat to the bedside, stroking her hair. Fatty said: "What happened, say obesity hear?". It just cry. "Beo go work for too long, angry Fat Sún you? Fat apologize. Fatty'm back here. Do not cry any more." It was just crying. Fatty cheer it up, embrace us. By this time, it did not stand it anymore. Rough it or Béo out. It threw glances at Fat hatred. Fatty quietly watching it open the machine, open the chat section of Fat with Fat sister put her arm the previous day but had barely cleared. Fat also said she wanted to take. Horizontal lightning heart it. He felt his heart stop beating. Parking. Hopeless. Hate. Frustrations. It is true that idiot. Fat just looking at it: "His mother is ill, needs urgent surgery. He did not have enough money. She said she would help him if we're conducting the wedding. She loved him since his company on it." "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You're a bad man. He was thinking of the past month. He does not shield for Sún. Sún forget him. He was not any other choice. Will someone replace him Sún care ". "I go away. Leave me alone. Go away, false map". He sobbed: "Are you going to hide me to never, until he married and invited me to eat you? Why do not you tell me about your mother sick? Why leave me? Why treat so I? ve promised me that muscle, muscle lifelong promise me that. " It cried until euthanized.

When I woke up, confused, scared, not even him, only a piece of paper in his hand: "You owe me a promise. In my next life, I will definitely pay. You're the only one I love."

How? What to do? How stupid I was not enough to make me believe again afterlife ...

22 years old, not old, but no longer young, no longer free to the play "hide and seek" with love anymore. Can not find people themselves, to find each other again ...

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Now, when it took over a year, I do not know you are happy or not, only heard, he was going to have a baby, a son. His mother also healed. I'm happy for him. I'm not mad at you anymore, but the heart still ached when I think about England I blame him venomous Why leave me like that without saying a word to me. The paper I wrote, I still hold. Today, I write, I do not cry, no longer the stupid elated age of 22, protruding front Entry at it again. My work hours were stable, but feelings do not know when I can see the color of happiness again ...

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So there, there are people who are deeply in love, overcome many difficulties to be together, but ultimately not the "landing" of each other. Most people love you is not important, important who will accompany you all your life. Who accompany you the whole way, sometimes not had much affection for you, but at least until the right time.