UNTIL THEN, WIPED AWAY TEARS !

UNTIL THEN, WIPED AWAY TEARS !
The tiny girl sitting silently by the door, put eyes on a distant endless beautiful tonight ... God, it makes people feels really peaceful, quiet. But in her heart was all a tempest throes but dull, gnawing pain that can not speak, can not confide ...

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She loved him, a beautiful smile, one who gave her the extremely warm gesture that any girl witness also must envy. He came to her, a total stranger. They started just the message out there, know each other through the pictures represent real damage is unclear. He acquainted her with few cheesy sentence that normal variation and anyone who flirt with her are also ignored. But it's the right time! Just when she felt very small and lonely in this unfamiliar city, you need to share with someone about these feelings that she was carrying. Yes, she caught the words and talk, the more talk the more right, more and more it understand each other speak. They share each other hear all things in life, things happen during the day. Sometimes, she found herself understood more than he understood himself. He is psychological, sometimes holding her stomach made her funny but laugh. In his eyes, she is an angel in white with beautiful eyes, soft voice captivates. But in her eyes, he seemed like a prince on a white horse which she thought was found of his life.

UNTIL THEN, WIPED AWAY TEARS !

Would be very happy if she did not fully embrace the horrors of the past, and if there are no barriers at present. Three years ago, she had known and loved a man the same block, love romantic game of the most prominent couples always made her extremely proud. They love each other, is already very clear, until one day, her boyfriend suddenly change streak, apparently the Department of Khan is a name. He abandoned the outer ear weakly begged her, even if she does not agree that trying to hijack the body of her virginity. She did not cry, not kowtowing, she just laughed, bitter smile bitterly when he realized sending the wrong belief awarded, for a child who does not respect himself. She did not choose to soft as her main man, not kowtowing regulations have taken responsibility to make him love her, to care for themselves. The girl was bravery that step, step away from the life of those who do not respect even for him hook begging. The casing gives her strong the exquisite that man should aspire, years later, she did not love anybody more, she felt the smell was awful man, pain and shame. But she was not as strong as she was trying to be way out in front of others, she was tormented, miserable. Losing virginity! She took away the fragile membrane was then. And nobody will accept any more, nobody will give you a true sense of happiness anymore if they know the girl in the holy light that they see has not virgin? She no longer feels the man, she is more exquisite, the more they want to be, until she met him, his cover was broken, returning true that her human nature, fragile, fragile and that should be protected.

She put all faith in him, longing for a just her and his happiness. She had loved him too, but also respect him very much. She left to the field again, she confessed to him all about his past, he simply does not deserve to be cheated on, she thought. He was silent listening to her, hug her more and more tightening in a hug, he injured her immensely, and also hate the one who hurt her immensely. He encouraged her, that will always be with her, to help her forget the guilt of the past. Because he loves her current man, in love with the gentle kindness that she had not concerned about how her past. She only looked at him silently, but hearts are breaking in happiness. The tiny girl realized that she had accepted, truly loved her, she totally deserves to be happy for yourself. She felt he truly noble, just know that there is something like gratitude, love filled the soul.

But the waves did not stop and then ignore anyone. She was back to his gong up to gnawing pain, knowing he has a girlfriend, they had 4 years of love and now that relationship is still very good. He said he loved her, but his love story fiery through pictures and status he posted online lover. Something like shattered, shattered. And then the guilt was as high as rising, her pain, tingling cold for ourselves. She did not hate him, even when out of love too, but accepted his lover. But eventually she's not noble enough, nor ruthless enough to do a third party destructive of other people happy like that. For a while she thought fiercely fought, or are cut off contact with him, not related to his life, but such a pain, at that moment she could not do it, she missed him immensely . So she drove him or with her, but she has the right to what? She deserved to him where she was infamous for will make a another girl who lost loved. Not! She has no right to his struggles. So she accepted or his mistress, though he went to accept her just to satisfy the needs are, and then after that two strangers as well. Is that possible? Is there any girl want to torture yourself like that? She knew he loved her, or at least have feelings for her. When a certain emotion grew, the old feelings must have fade away ... But even if do not want to but she said he never could abandon your deep love to expand embrace this imperfect humans.

Very cold night, perhaps this time he was asleep inside his lover, she sat here, drowsiness, tears have all gone, can not flow any more, cold flesh has absorbed it, nor wind night made her feel cold anymore. Emotions suddenly calloused and numb. Perhaps, from tomorrow, she had more bravery, self-injured myself, my self up and the next steps. She will always follow the path that you pass, no hatred, no attachment, just to know that her lover was sincere to silly how happy ... Wind nights occasionally put glance hair herbal-scented floating her, bring the lyrics of a suffering soul that came as a whisper in her ear: 'Cause I was a latecomer forever, love him in pain. Knowing who to after-sales, so we had lost each other ... "